to close my eyes
and clench my teeth as i sleep
so the light would come brighter
and the moment
when
i starve
for air
is right now.
a blink to draw away the veil
and who would believe it
just hours later...
the pain...
sinks deep
in everything
it's completely useless to be warm
when it's trying to crack the walls
'cause when it finally goes off
it will be really nothing
and in the dark
they are so huge and cold
so i've been wrong.
i'm ready to do anything
but the god damn body won't stop breaking
and i can't stand it in here
'cause all i wish is that i could fly
but i can never move those useless joints
and you won't
ever look deeper
inhaling your own beauty
perfection
spattered with Mud I Want You To Shut Up To Shut Up To Sh...
while even my happiest
smile hits your
iron eyes
and i'll be gone
three, two..
zero
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